The Psychospiritual Reclamation of the Fragmented Self

The Cosmic Events that have been unfolding in the Collective Consciousness Arena in the month of July have been the most

visceral and somatically charged experiences that we’ve had as of yet this year.

These visceral and somatically charged experiences have been centered around the resurfacing of our Core Traumas, the purification of our Collective Plasma (Emotional) Body within the Primordial Waters.

This correlates with the return of the Divine Mother Principle, who is supporting the Collective in healing and reclaming our Fragmented Self (Inner Child), so we can anchor and embody our Eternal Self (Divine Spirit).

As the Awakening Collectives continue to realise that embodied ascension requires our descension into our bodies, many of us are awakening to the raw and chilling sensations of trauma that have been frozen in stasis from our childhood experiences. We are unravelling the intricate ways the experiences from our childhood have wired and programmed us to exist in dsyfunctional relation to our core self and to each other.

This unravelling has quickened with Venus stationing and turning Retrogade since July 22nd, until September 3rd. In Mystery Teachings, Venus is considered the higher/future self of the Earth.

If we understand that the stars projected in the firmament of Earth are actually geometric codes that create the sequence of events in our realm, then we can perceive Astrological Events as our mapping of past events that have already happened. It’s easy to understand this, when we take into account that the Third Dimensional Realm, is orbiting the sun at a much slower pace than the rest of the higher star systems.

So when Venus turns Retrogade, her movement started to appear as going backwards in our vantage point as the Earth. This cosmic motion can be understood from a metaphysical lens as the process of ‘being led back to past events’ particularly those that are connected to relationships since Venus is the guardian of relationships, our primary and intimate ones.

Since we live in an interconnected system, this retrograde motion has affected all of us, through illuminating our most karmic and energetically charged imprints that exist in our relationships.

These karmic and enegertically charged imprints are the dense patterns of abandonment, rejection, betrayal, neglect and violence that we have experienced in our relationship with our mothers and fathers.

The Mother Wound and the Father Wound.

From the lens of Lineage Liberation, it's important to understand that the wounding that has happened within our relationships with our mothers and fathers, are actually ancestral.

We understand the Mother Wound and Father Wound are actually the Ancestral Mother Wound and Ancestral Father Wound. Since we exist in a closed loop system, all the psychospiritual experiences we are experiencing are merely the mutations of the psychospiritual experiences of our ancestors animating in our lives again as an attempt to heal.

In my Oracle Work, I have been supporting my clients with healing the Mother Wound and Father Wound that was created through the psychospiritual experiences from our relationships with our mothers and fathers.

The mutation of the Mother Wound and Father Wound are unique and vast across the different genders, races and lineages in our world. In my Oracle Work, I have been mapping the different mutations coming forward to be karmically balanced, alchemized and healed.

These different mutations that have been coming up includes:

The Dark Mother: This is a consciousness field that animates within the feminine when she gets trapped in the fragmented aspects of her psyche, often after losing her connection to her innocence because of the perpetual wounding of her core self.

The Dark Mother, when she is alive within our mother’s field, is moving in life with an uncontrollable rage, I call it Death Rage, that stems from the desire to kill/destroy creation.

When Death Rage is within the feminine, it is pulled towards destruction, which can come as wanting to physically dismantle whoever is at the other side of receiving that Death Rage. This impulse to dismantle is born out of the insurmountable grief and helplessness that the feminine is feeling, which mutatues itself as a pattern of violence.

I have observed that often the feminine feels more comfortable experiencing this level of rage towards the other feminine. Essentially, the Dark Mother when she is in Death Rage, turns to play out in Mother-Daughter Relationships.

The Collapsed Mother: This consciousness animates within the feminine when she rejects aspects of herself as an attempt to preserve her purity. Often in this state, she leaves her fragmented aspects frozen in the deep abyss of her consciousness.

In this state, the Divine Consciousness is in stasis, while her Fragmented Consciousness is walking in egg-shell throughout her life. She is without agency, often apologetic and has consented for her life to be governed by external forces. Unfortunately, this collapsed energy will extend to her children, who will often, through the vow of loyalty, take over the role of the mother. And so a new pattern begins: the child mothering their mother. Self-Sacrifice. People-Pleasing. The Matryr Wound.

Since we are multidimensional beings, we may find ourselves experiencing the Dark Mother and the Collapsed Mother, within our relationships with our mothers, our daughters/sons, and the feminine collective.

The Dark Father: This is a consciousness field that animates when the masculine gets trapped in the fragmented aspects of his psyche. Just like the Mother, this happens after he loses connection with his innocence because of the perpetual wounding of his core self.

Since the core self naturally is pulled towards expanding life, when he is out of touch with his core self, he finds himself pulled towards extracting from life. The Dark Father siphones from the life around him, which often looks like taking from his counterparts, his children and nature itself. This is a tyrannical consciousness that is comfortable with the physical and psychospiritual attack of both the masculine and feminine bodies.

As a consciousness field, the presence of the Dark Father is so overpowering that it creates a sense of unsafety for those who are around it. The Central Nervous System of the Inner Child becomes overwhelmed by the activated strain of our primordial fear: the complete erasure of our personhood/existence.

This is often the case as the Dark Father activates our God Wound, especially for those of us who were raised within the belief system of the Christian Father God. And so to the Divine Child, our Father Wounds are the manifested projection of our Father God Wound.

The Collapsed Father: This consciousness animates within the masculine when he rejects aspects of himself as an attempt to preserve his purity. Often in this state, he leaves his fragmented aspects frozen in the deep abyss of his consciousness, and relegates his responsibilities to his inner child.

The Collapsed Father is overwhelmed by the complexities of life, and has shut down the movement of his life force. The Divine Masculine’s life force is penetrative in nature. It is moved to mold matter so that it can hold the impulse of life, which may include his beloved and children. However, in this state, he doesn’t have enough life force to fully anchor his true potential as protector, provider, leader and guide of the family.

We are seeing the phenomenon of the Collapsed Father with the high rates of fathers who have descended into alcohol and substance abuse, unemployment and psychospiritual instability.

The impact of this in the Father and Child relationship creates a complete havoc in the nervous system. The Divine Child struggles to reconcile the primitive impulse of the Divine Father and manifest Collapsed Father, which creates a deep sense of helplessness in relating and processing the relationship with the father.

These mutations of the Mother and Father Wound rise from the unprocessed emotions of our ancestors who experienced various forms of oppression, slavery and colonization of the Core Self.

Throughout July, there have been many psychospiritual purging of these unprocessed emotions happening in the Dream Landscape, within the Etheric and Astral bodies, where the subtle stream of our unprocessed emotions are held.

We are invited to take this time to reconnect with these deeper layers of our Core Self so we can begin our Psychospiritual Reclamation. Psychospiritual Reclamation is ancient future technology of retrieving aspects of the Core Self that have been banished into the unseen realms of the subconscious and the 8th sphere.

It’s important to recognize that our Core Self exists at the subconscious level and the underworld, the unseen realms that store our collective unhealed fragments. While the technologies for entering the subconscious realm are commonly known by now (thanks to modern psychology), the Indigenous Shamanic/Oracular Traditions hold the technologies for traversing the underworld.

In the later parts of July, I took myself through a Psychospiritual reclamation process by ways of the Oracular Tradition of Cystalline Water DNA Activation. The activation took me in the deeper realms beyond the subconscious, into the Zero-Point Realm, where the endless and vast Womb of Creation, the Primordial Waters, exists.

While in that state for what felt like a thousand years, I saw the stream of Life on Earth symbolized by the different polarities that make up part of our realm. In our realm, there is always a mirror opposite of an experience. Each one a portal for evolution, and most importantly a gateway of liberation.

The gateway of liberation is the Psychospiritual Reclamation of the Fragmented Self. This is the gateway for wisdom and mastery of the Earth Experience.

While in the presence of the Primordial Waters, I experienced a psychological reclamation of my fragmented self. I saw all the dissolution of all miasma, particularly the blood covenants that have been keeping the stream of oppression, slavery and colonization of my Core Self in the same perpetual state of fragmentation. Through the organic divine presence of the Primordial Waters, my fragmented selves returned to their Pure State.

The rule of as above, so below applies to the law of healing. To heal our unprocessed emotions, we have to heal with the Living Waters, as emotions are the waters of the multidimensional human.

And so as we begin August, we are invited to continue with our psychospiritual reclamation by ways of catharsis (talk therapy), somatic process (breathwork and movement), and spiritual purification (meditation, water cleanses and DNA activations).

I am excited to step into supporting this Awakening Community with these processes. This August, our enrollment season brings different offerings that will support non-healers, emerging healers and established practitioners in learning and integrating these processes in our collective healing journey.

May we enter this new month with the pulse of reclaiming ourselves so we can begin to weave psychospiritual well-being with ourselves and each other.

This Field Report is part of Lineage Magazine, our monthly magazine that brings oracular transmissions, insights and conversations exploring and archiving Ancient Mystery Teachings and Gnosis in the context of live events and activities taking place within Warrior Mystery School. Click this link to download August 2023 - Vol 003!